That I would love being a Mom so much
That I would find someone that loves me as much as I love them
That finding a "nest" could be so challenging
That I could feel such deep disappointment
That people could make me feel so small
That family is only a title, the actual "members" can take many different shapes
That I could feel so let down
That the kindness of strangers is greater than I ever imagined
That people do give freely
That I could miss someone so much
That God's plan for my life would be so much different than what I imagined for myself
That "things" really DON'T matter and they are a HUGE burden to carry
Good Bad or Otherwise, these of some of the things I Never Imagined.